Lots and lots of emotions. Love. Longing. Nostalgia. Sadness. Gratitude. Fear. Loneliness. Hope. Anxiety. Regret. Envy. I’m so full of emotions that I can hardly function. At work today, I had to cut short several conversations in order to avoid the awkwardness of crying in public. That’s not something I do.
Anyway, I don’t think I have it in me today to share all of what I am feeling inside. To keep this mostly positive, I’m looking forward to being together with my family again. My wife suggests it might be in October or November. It will be so nice to be with them all. I miss my daughter. I miss my son. And at the moment, I especially miss my wife. … Love is love.
I hope that once we’re together again, it will be a long long time before we have to say goodbye again. … Just let them be happy.